Because Lindsay Actually Checks This...

I'll start out simple and go back into how I normally do my chart (This Week's Position, Last Week's Position, Weeks On Chart, Peak Position, all those meaningless stats that only matter to me) next week:

1. So Small by Carrie Underwood New #1
2. The Unwinding Cable Car by Anberlin
3. East To West by Casting Crowns
4. Southern Weather by The Almost
5. Lose It by Cartel
6. Free And Easy (Down The Road I Go) by Dierks Bentley
7. Amazing Because It Is by The Almost
8. Lovestoned by Justin Timberlake
9. Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
10. Hotel Aquarium by Falling Up
11. Let It Die by Three Days Grace
12. The Pursuit by Evans Blue
13. Illuminate by Project 86
14. As If by Sara Evans
15. Evil (A Chorus Of Resistance) by Project 86
16. Calling You by Blue October
17. Sober by Kelly Clarkson
18. Never Let Me Go by Family Force 5
19. Hip Hop Police by Chamillionaire featuring Slick Rick
20. This Is For Real by Motion City Soundtrack
21. No Tomorrow, Just Tonight by The Crash Motive
22. Hallelujah by Paramore
23. Bleed It Out by Linkin Park
24. Shut Your Eyes by Snow Patrol
25. Potential Break-Up Song by Aly & AJ
26. Famous In A Small Town by Miranda Lambert
27. Broken Heart by Motion City Soundtrack
28. Island by The Starting Line
29. Stay by Sugarland Biggest Gainer
30. Breathe In Breathe Out by Mat Kearney Highest Debut
31. My Blue Heaven by Taking Back Sunday
32. Hey There Delilah by Plain White T's
33. Online by Brad Paisley
34. Pretty Handsome Awkward by The Used
35. The Evening News by Chamillionaire
36. Daisy by Halfway To Hazard
37. Awake by Seventh Day Slumber
38. Tell Me What We're Gonna Do Now by Joss Stone featuring Common
39. Never Too Late by Three Days Grace
40. This Is My Life by Phil Vassar
41. Take Me There by Rascal Flatts
42. Thick As Thieves by Dashboard Confessional
43. I Get Money by 50 Cent
44. Human by Jon McLaughlin
45. Until The End by Breaking Benjamin
46. Wake Up Call by Maroon 5
47. A Beautiful Lie by 30 Seconds To Mars
48. Falls Apart by Thousand Foot Krutch
49. Beg by Evans Blue
50. Letter To Me by Brad Paisley

My Current AIM Conversation

jabthejesusfreak (1:22:11 AM): lol...you're a junkie who just needs a hit of j

UnashamedLove33 (1:22:24 AM): Just one more, that's all I need

UnashamedLove33 (1:22:25 AM): For today

UnashamedLove33 (1:22:26 AM): Just one more

UnashamedLove33 (1:22:48 AM): Come on, man! Just let me have ONE hug. It ain't that bad! I could quit him if I wanted, I just don't want to

That Feeling

Have you ever had that feeling?

You know the one I'm talking about. Or do you? Maybe you don't. But I do. Allow me to explain it to you. It's that feeling of not being able to get close enough to someone. No matter what you do, you can't get enough of that person. No matter how hard you try, you just don't feel close enough. It's an incredibly awesome feeling, even though it may not sound like it. I guess you just have to experience it to understand.

Somebody Wants Something To Read, So...

I can still smell her scent on my skin. Incredible.

Ain't love grand? Well, maybe not grand...grand seems to be too insufficient a word to use. This love...this love is epic. That's going to be my word that I use over and over when I describe us. It's the only word that satisfies me. This is something that I truly wonder if anyone else could ever understand. Yes, I get my reality check and realize that others do indeed understand...but not many. And to be a part of this is more of a blessing than I could ever have asked for.

Wow

What an incredible rush the past week has been. It's like everything that has been going wrong is just completely non-existent now. I love this...joy. I cannot wait to see what happens next.